He also is going to have a few extra stars in his crown when he gets to Heaven for putting up with me. I know we are both going through this trial, but he stays "put together" for the most part. Me, on the other hand, I am a CRAZY WOMAN!! I have had a good day today. I have felt emotionally stable. Yesterday, however, on the way to church I cried and snapped at him every time he said something to me. Poor thing, he never knows what to say or do! He's so cute! I thank God for him EVERY DAY! JP has no idea how lucky he is.
Having said all of that, he does have a love for the PlayStation! In fact, if he ever pulls himself away from NCAA Football long enough to read this blog, he's gonna be embarrassed! Don't worry though, I don't see him sitting here anytime soon! ha! Just like this blog stuff has been my distraction, I suppose that is what that game is for him. We'll see how much he plays when our little man gets here!
Well, I am actually going to try and go to bed early. Hopefully I'll have another good day tomorrow. It's a day to day thing. I never know! I am also blessed to work with a group of women who are VERY supportive of me and my emotional instability---Thanks girls!!!
Good night!
2 comments:
I felt like you were describing a day with my husband and me! I know I am being such a pain to live with. I feel so guilty sometimes worrying and fretting over the adoption, when I KNOW that God is in control. It doesn't change the fact that I miss my daughter so much I feel sick. I loved your post when you talked about how we are supposed to feel this way...we are their parents after all. I have faith that God will provide, and I also understand that I will miss her like crazy until we get her home!
Blessings to you,
Lou
I cannot wait to see my hubby with K. It's one of things I allow myself to dream about. I will fall in love with my husband all over again the first time I see him hold K.
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